Thursday, March 5, 2009

Soundtrack To My Life

Incase you all dont know. Me and my wife dont live together anymore. I have the little one all to myself now. Its been 3 days now since we have been seperated...but its been talked about for a month or so...

I have a hard time describing how i feel about all of this. thats what music is for. FOr the last couple of months i have been on a Crimpshrine, Fifteen binge. SO here are some songs i think express my feelings about my recent personal events

Crimpshrine - Tomorrow lyrics

Now I try to sort out my scattered life
Lying awake on the floor
Staring at the ceiling light
Until I can see no more...

Maybe I'll feel different tomorrow
Maybe I never will
But tonight I'm alone in this world
My brain is busy but my soul's unfilled

Think of all my so called friends
Think of what they've done
Maybe I could go blind faster
Staring at the sun

Maybe I'll feel different tomorrow
Maybe I never will
But tonight I'm alone in this world
My brain is busy but my soul's unfilled

Lying awake with watering eyes
Not quite sure what for
But when I leave this room tomorrow
My tears will be left lying on the floor...



Lyrics | Crimpshrine lyrics - Tomorrow lyrics

Crimpshrine - Trying Too Hard lyrics


Crimpshrine - Pick Up The Pieces lyrics

Look at you so scared to grow up - and you
Know that I'm scared too - but I know I've
Got to move on 'cuz I can't stay stagnant
Like you. So I'll try to pick up the pieces
And learn from mistakes in the past.
Aren't you sick of hiding from your future,
Living every day like it's your last?
And you say your life's fucked up, you've got
Nothing but bad luck - you're sick of crying
And sick of trying and you're ready to give up.
You see your problems all put together
Pointing at you like a gun. But things look
Better if you separate them and deal with
Them one by one...
If you want to quit, and quit forever, then
Get the pain over with fast. But if you
Want to play the game Don't play the game
Half-assed. Now that it's all in front of
You, you're still just looking down. Why don't
You get your shit together? You've come
This far, why give up now?



Lyrics | Crimpshrine lyrics - Pick Up The Pieces lyrics

3 comments:

  1. hey are you jimmy hathaway? used to live in bakersfield, ca? corvallis ln?

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  2. nice profile, but you forgot to say that you're a THIEF and a RIPOFF! if anyone read this, take note.

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  3. ok i retract what i wrote... hopefully things will be cleared, after quite a while... peace!

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